when I just can't fake it

  • Today, today oh what to say? nothing unusual strange or exciting I went to school and came home and then did more nothing I'm searching so hard for meaning Are these days just a waste if nothing I'm filling them with seems at all real? Thank god for this site and for not allwoing them to break me I accredit you my strength I keep thinking of him he finds his way in between every line every song i over analyze but perhaps that's because there's more space than actual words why do come here? he asked me I'm searching for answers it's cool to hear everyone out but then they ruin it for you a song means whatever you think it does not anyone else but its not like anyones forcing, I replied you can pick and choose ideas as you please and finally he was silent I wonder what he thinks of when he listens to Dave does he think of me, the way I do him? practically strangled with memories with each new note or is that just me a good musician has been ruined for? I want him to see this see the stories they tell but I know he's too stuborn and I know even if I could get him to look he wouldn't let it phase him he's too strongly weak to let himself bleed I let him read my story he's the only one in the world who knew he never read more than the first pages i should have asked him why I'd like to pretend it was just too painful to see me naked in every line not that he didn't care he told me I was like both my characters Mary, so brave and defiant Teresa, so meak and broken Somehow it is those words that I hold onto when I'm grasping for breath I still love him but I'm not sure that's a safe thing to do I'm also not sure it even matters at all to anyone but me
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