• Today wasn't a bad day. I decided to wear my glasses.. and I thought they made me look more "preppy" not to mention the "peppy" clothes. Once again since I don't know who I am or what I am... I had some insecurity going into the day.. but that faded away. I'm not sure why or what I thought would happen, but everything was fine and I had a few comments on the glasses. Let's just say... I NEED TO TURN IN APPLICATIONS!!! DAMMIT After school today I was kind of pissed that my sister took my (or soon to be) car, which is currently my moms. Since she toalted her's my mom is letting her drive ONLY to school and work which she was out somewhere. That really pissed me off. After telling mom this she said i needed to convince her to buy my uncle's car ASAP. I'm going to flip a bitch if she did anything ANYTHING to that car... it's in really good condition for what it is. My mom didn't seemed too bothered by this... but I was. Tonight I was supposed to go to Oak Harbor's play. I knew I would at least see some of my friends there, and I actually wanted to go. But I didn't want to say HI and BYE the leave... I wanted to PARTY, which i probably could not do. So when my dad called to pick me up (oops) I went with him. I was surprised with myself that i wanted to go to OH because of my "social anxiety" and insecurity. I have some close friends... but terrible memories of some other times. In a way I think OH both scarred me but nurturied me. I'm glad for the new state of mind i have in Sylvania. I'm thankful for what Sylvania has given me... even though there are many things about me and other people I don't understand.... or know what to do (m).

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