• 3. So, here we go again. Right back where we started from. California in 23 days. I can't possibly wait. Back home where I belong. The only place I can call home. They say, home is where the heart is. But I don't even know where my heart is. I do know I can always call California home. I went to a secret show last night. It made me happy. I got to see One Second 2 Late. All Time Low. And Boys Like Girls. For free by the way. Yeah, you're allowed to be jealous, I understand. So I got to meet everyone in all those bands. They're really nice people. I wasn't sure if I was really expecting that or not. It's nice finding out who your real friends are. Sometimes it isn't how you wanted it. But I prefer honesty to lying. I like to think I'm myself. However, if people want to say that's a loser. I'm fine with that. =] if that's who I am. I'm perfectly content with that. as long as I'm not someone I'm not. I'm not gonna lie. I've gone through that. It may have been a long time ago. But it still happened. I'm not about to deny it. At least I can admit to it. And sure, maybe you hate me now. Maybe that's what I wanted all along... Because maybe you hating me. Is better than you being so close. You're not really there. And I just wish you were.

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