• Current Music: Fences by Paramore I spent my entire day watching America's Next Top Model. (thats where the title came from for this journal.) seriously, i have been so bored all day. i have not left the house and i didn't bother getting dressed. oh well, atleast i start work tomorrow. thats gonna be interesting. oh and now i'm mad at one of my friends. she just told me before that she now can't go to the concert on december 23. and i don't go to concerts with anyone else. its fucking pissing me off because i really really wanted to go and now i can't. all because she has to go to a family christmas party that she doesn't even want to go to. it just, doesn't make sense. you see, concerts put me into a better mood, and now i'm just gonna be generally pissed off rather than be in a good mood. idk whatever..people just..suck. i need a change. i don't know what kind of change. but something in my life just needs to be different. and better because right now i'm hating everything. i feel like punching something, or someone. i'm not even violent in any way either. idk, whatever. i wish i had some way to be destructive but i lack the imagination to do so.. i'm in a really weird mood right now. i probably should go find something to do...hmm, maybe i'll leave the house...

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