• i have sooooo much homework and like 5000000000 tests and projects due this week but ive been trying not to do them. i read all of jacklyn07s journals, at least it took up sum time. jackly07 person i know excatly how u feel w the cutting stuff. i never thought id be like that either. its shit aint it??? though i think ive finally worked why i always end up feeling soo bad. its not the big things, coz i realy have no reason to be sad, i have enough to live on n go 2 some dumbass private school but i think its the little things, like someone calling me emo or telling me im a dyke coz of my short hair or that im a complete slut coz unfortuantley im a huge flirt. its really bad coz its summer now here, really hot too, so i can't wear longsleeve tops anymore. people keep on seeing my scars, im petrified theyll send me 2 the councillor again, then id be in shit w my parents, who for the record, thik im just a moody teenager. my best friends think the cuts are from my dog but its obvious theyr not, i wonder if they believe it or they just dont want to believe that one of their friends would do that. i really need a boyfriend, to take my mind off all the shit thats in there. i have a friend i think he puts its best: i need somone to talk to, cuddle with, play with n shit, somone to lie with, to hold and laugh with and most importantly someone to lie with. this is supposed to be about music though aint is? soo, for good new auzzie stuff go to triple j unearthed n check out 1989, lucinda, frankie wants out and hair on fire to name a few awesome bands. i never thought it was possible 2 be this lonley anyway i really should go n study, i have an indonesian oral exam this week, i would die if i failed it, indos the only reason i go to school, apart from art. i really dont want to do any more work though, i know noone reads these things but if you do; u know how the dumbledore from harry potter died, does anyone else think they should have used his corpse like a puppet n used preserving stuff (it can be done they did it with lenin (not john, the other one). that would have been cool, wouldn't it?? sorry my minds a little fucked have fun

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