• I feel like all I write about in this thing is my love life, and it makes me sick. But who cares? Not me. So anyways...I've decided that there are three guys in my head/heart. There's my boyfriend, my bestfriend, and the guy I have a "crush" on (God, I hate that word with a passion.) I feel like I will end up with one of two of them, and the other one I just want to play around with (like flirting and stuff, nothing gross or overly physical. Yuck.) However, I'm SUPPOSED to be with one of them, he's the one pretty much everyone approves of, my parents included. And I'm in love with him. But somehow, the one that not everyone approves of sneaks into my thoughts constantly. He seems almost perfect. I know how he feels about me, almost everything about how he feels about me, while with the other one, I feel like I have close to no clue about it. With one, I can picture my life with him, and it seems like I would be perfectly happy, and I would be able to everything that I want to do. And with the other, there seems to be nothing but confusion, because I would probably have to give up things that I want to do with my life. With one, I have no worries about keeping in contact with, and the other has always been indecisive about who he wants to be with that I would constantly worry about overlapping. That is, him wanting to be with someone else, but still being with me and wanting to be with me. But then, one of them needs to be around someone, have physical attention, and the other seems like he would be ok without that all the time. That being about college and being away from each other. And then there's me, who has always had problems with overlapping, as anyone can see if they know me. And then there's me, who needs to be around someone and have physical attention. Sometimes I just need someone to hold me close to them so that my head stops spinning, and to kiss me so that I shut up. And then there's me, who knows that it is too early to think about this, and that there are many fishes in the sea. I just like fishing, I guess. Best friend, if you decide to read this entry, good luck figuring out which one you are of the three.

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