• Current Music: Crash Into Me by Dave Matthews Band i've been in a really sullen mood for so long. i want to just let go and have fun. i'm not really sure how to do that though. idk, maybe i just need to go out and party for one night. the only problem with that plan is that no one around here parties..so i'm out of luck i guess. cause this town sucks. i hate it here. now i'm listening to U Must Be by Gina Rene and yeah, um it's kind of depressing me. "You must be the reason i'm alive." "everytime i'm next to you i feel something thats forever." "together we're just so complete." the reason i love music is that you can always relate to it, but sometimes that is not a good thing. i want new friends, i am so bored with my current ones. there's nothing to do, all we do is sit on my friends couch while she goes on the computer and we watch tv. and if for some strange reason we do go out, it's not for long, and we don't go anywhere fun..i need new people to entertain me. it sucks that i feel this way because they've been my best friends for years and have been through a lot of shit with me. i feel like all of my journals say the same thing...how i'm not happy, i want to leave, i hate most people i know...just reading my past journals depresses me even more..that i why i never kept a diary before, because i would always read about shit that happened that i wanted to forget. but i would write them down anyway..how much sense does that make? hmm..not much at all. well i will go and try to do something that will be interesting to post on here. wish me luck :p

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