just close your eyes, you'll never see me crashing down...
some kid in my ceramics class brought in the Saosin album.
highest point of my day.
shall we start at the beginning?
1. *A* was almost crying at lunch.
k was pressing to find out why.
nate stood up for *A*.
k and Nate started fighting.
i told them BOTH to calm down and leave *A* alone.
k stalks off without a word and hasn't spoken to me since.
2. S and 'Base' have been fighting all week.
yesterday she wanted to make amends. he didn't want to hear it.
today, she said she wants nothing to do with him anymore.
he doesn't want anything to do with her.
and i still like him...
which is a problem because my entire group is mad at him, and because
3. he's being a bitch!
he knows i need to talk to him.
but i couldn't get him to leave his fan club behind.
i was so damn obvious. and he didn't even notice.
i was talking to TS (who's amazing, btw) and i said i had to FIND THE PERSON I NEEDED TO TALK TO....
right in front of him.
and i looked right at him.
and then i walked away...
and later, me and Chloe were walking down the hallway past the courtyard...
he runs up to the door as we're walking past and throws a rock at it.
at us.
by way of 'hello'.
nice kid, huh?
i'm so pissed at him it's not even funny.
4. i was locked out of my house this afternoon and had to go to the neighbors' house and borrow their key for my house.
5. i almost- no. i did start crying on the bus home. i just can't deal with this all at once...
well now i have his email. we'll see how this goes...
x x x
he's not replying.
scheisse.
downward spiral.
- November 08, 2007
- Zaraiya
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