Well, it's not like I never saw this coming. I finally find a guy that completes me (or so i thought.) we didn't even date for that long but i loved him. it was definitely love at first sight...which is funny because before him, i didn't even believe in such a thing..
i'll start from the beginning..i was at my friends house. her boyfriend stopped by and brought a couple of his friends. right away i noticed him. (we'll call him sam.) so anyway, when they left i told my friend that i thought sam was cute. within a few days, we were going out. at first, we moved really slow, but after about 3 weeks we had gotten really serious...one night after a concert, we slept together. afterwards i regretted it, thinking to myself that it was too soon. but later that night i convinced myself that it was no big deal all because sam loved me. we ended up sleeping together one more time a couple days later. a few days after that, he broke up with me through a text message, which clearly showed he never cared. the only reason he gave to me for breaking up was that he has family issues right now and has a lot to do. he also said his dad hits him..i wasn't even sure what to say about that.
all that happened about a week ago...and today i got another text from him saying he still has feelings for me, but doesn't want to be in a relationship. i asked if he wanted to try and be friends, and he never responded..
and today, i started thinking that i might be pregnant because i am 4 days late...great, pregnant at 17. i have no idea what i am going to do if i am
I'm not even sure that anyone reads this, but if anyone has read this entry, please, any advice or input you can give me i will gladly take. just contact me through myspace
i must be an idiot
- November 06, 2007
- mypaperheart310
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