• Last time tonight, its done for good. I feel so empty just like I should. I don't want to hate me, but sometimes thats hard, when I feel like I'm not the one in charge. Acting on impulse it gets out of hand, I'm doing for reasons I can't understand. I'm not just a body, there's someone inside. I do have my dignity, my shattered pride. But somehow it gets lost in playing pretend, you follow along with a messed up best friend. She needs this for her to make things right, i follow alongbecause I'm scared to fight. His palms are all sweaty, the night is so cold. I obey silently the commands I'm not told. This is society, it's what teenagers do, make mistakes get fucked up and keep pushing through. She just needs attention, a one night stand, while I need affection, someone holding my hand. I don't want to pass him without even a glance, pretend we'd never been given that chance. Like that night never happened, like we'd never let show, like that moment's a stranger, because we both just let go.

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