• yeah so ive never really done an online journal or ne thing of the sorts but im going to give this a try. ive read a bunch of the ones on this site and i feel like i can relate to a lot of people on here so yeah i guess i should start by saying the music i like since u no it is a music site. i mostly like indietronica, indie rock, and ne thing off the anticon label or ne one who was once on it(anticon is like an underground electronic hip hop label) yeah so today was halloween, it was kinda fun i guess. i wore these really small shorts i have and i was getting checked out by moms and really little kids it was kinda weird but whatever. i didnt really get a whole lot of candy, i never do, but i dont care i dont even like candy that much so i was fine with it. im in quiet the bind when it comes to relationships. my ex girlfriend is obsessed with me and she always bugs me. the girl i like right now is one of my good friends so im pretty afraid to make a move cuz i value our friendship and dont want to ruin that. and the last girl i like is a year younger than me and i met her at a party but due to some poor decisions ;) i kinda sorta forgot her name which makes it pretty hard to make a move. so i pretty much have just been ignoreing my ex and hanging out with the other to hope for something good to just appear. school suck. but everyone knows that. im a junior in high school and its really dumb. it means so much for college and shit but due to a.d.d. and my lack of modivation to do nething school related im doing terrible in all my classes cept in chem but that doesnt make sense since i sleep all period and still do good. i have a pretty sick obsession with buy instruments. i now have a drum set, two keyboards, a melodica, and turntables. i pretty much spend my days in my basement just playing music or listening to music. i feel like im making myself out to be a loser but im really not i mean i have a ton of friends i just generally dont like to hang with that cuz they bug me half the time. im also not so hot with new friends so my friend list stay pretty limited. yeah i think thats probly enough for tonight im sure i will post more soon enough so i guess its the "cool thig" to end with a quote and i always like a good quote so i guess i will too "thou shouldst eat to live; not live to eat" -socrates

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