• . Curiousity killed the cat. Why did you have to ask me if I were happy? Why? Were you half expecting me to say that I wasn't? You're fucking consuming my thoughts now Felix. Sound dramatic? Well it is. Caught me off my gaurd and knocked me the fuck over. I knew I could never stop feeling for you how I always have, but I did finally bury it. Somewhere far and deep inside. So deep that I could almost believe myself if I said I didn't Miss you. And here you come diggin up whats dead...or what I thought was dead. This is what you need to know... I have been with him for a year and 1/2 now. Almost EVERY DAY spent together. That is a long time Felix. I have something now that I have never had in my life and its called STABILITY. I know it sounds like a cop out, but Felix, Im comfortable with where Im at and Im comfortable with him. I dont want to tell you this, mostly to spare you, but He takes very good care of me and he has been there right next to me through everything. I can never deny this. I owe him more than I would like to think. And yes, I do love him. Atleast I was sure that I did...untill now. I just typed it on the screen and it looks not right. Thanks for doin this again. Will I ever ever feel for him what I still feel for you? Never. That hurts. Its not fair for you, me or him. You can never understand how much I care for you kid. Cared. I would've done it all, and I think I tried to. But Im human and I get tired, and I did. And once I stopped trying & caring thats when you started to really change... I got no sleep last night. I wanna see you. Kiss you. Gaze into you. Lay. Talk with few words (we never had to say much to "get" each other, did we) Make love. Laugh. You know what Felix. I try hard to be loyal and honest. You really fuckin me up. I wear my emotions and soon he'll know somethings up.Not that you should care.It's all so sad.I love you like no one else will, I can promise you that.I hope you'll remember this.Remember this. Yours, Lvia V. .

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