• CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!? This is something I have to do for myself Dear God, please save me. I feel so insignificant. Like I'm the last lowly animal on the food chain. The one that no one wants. And isn't good enough for anybody. No one takes me seriously. Everyone beats me down. And when I try to climb back up, they place their foot in my face. And nail me back down to the ground. They let me choke on the dirt. They basically shove it down my throat. I WANT MY OWN BELIEFS. I WANT TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE. And I don't want people holding me back. But that's exactly what's happening. And I'm too much of a coward to stand up and fight. The authority has terrified me. It shakes me, and makes me shrink back down into my little shell. There are so many things I want to discuss. I'm afraid of what they'll think. "Is she crazy?" "Is she losing her mind?" EVERYTHING'S FINE! Please, I ask no more of you than acceptance. Find a way to learn about me. If you must, try to put yourself in my place. Don't just reject me or my thoughts. Ask yourself why! And maybe talk with me. DON'T JUST SHOVE ME AWAY LIKE AN OUTCAST. I want your support and approval and encouragement. But right now. All your giving me. Is your grief. Your dejection. and your hope that i'll be something i don't wanna be. Till the fucking end;; HELENA eat your fucking heart out.

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