• [Ninth Entry]I think I'll go eat cereal, and stare out the window.. Wow. Today I woke up utterly miserable, lack of sleep I guess. The day wore on wearily, without excitement, and minimal homework. When I got home, I was this close to falling asleep, but a combination of guitar, peach Propel, and mySeity's writing not only eased me awake, but put me in the clearest, open-minded state I've been in for a while. I've been very artistically inclined today, though after the music cooled down and spending a few hours on an incomplete sketch it drooped off. Still! Drafty lines have been fluttering through my mind nearly all afternoon, depicting the most amusing and deep things. (that wasn't lame, k? *thumbs up*) Partially inspired by history teacher's expression of distaste for her "inner voice" while reading, I believe I conversed a little with mine. It's.. no, she's nice. Without sounding perverse, a tease. And so simply right. And happy. I swear it's contagious. (Haha. If there's going to be a cheerful voice in my head, a guy would just be too strange.) It's comforting. And if I step back to see myself as two minds, she seems so pure. I find that by trying to please "her," I feel happier myself. Breaking topic, fall, if not winter (thar be no in-between seasons in Texas!), has arrived! Actually, just a cold front. It was so chilly that I had to get under some cover in bed to warm my feet. Must find a blanket to sit on at the computer. I'm excited. And I wonder how soon I'll be able to wear that oversized striped jacket.

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