• reading my last journal entries from almost half a year ago really makes me appreciate my current life, even though it doesnt make me completely satisfied for the moment. miracles do happen aparently. Tye and I do live together, he moved up here with me in Kalispell. i ended up moving back home after school got out, and finally we decided it was move forward or part our ways, and he decided that he did love me, was able to tell me to my face, and things have been awesome ever since. we are both content in our apartment with our low paying jobs, for now. im working full time at a local bank and tye is still installing appliances. my summer went well, i worked for dad until september and made some decent money, and tye moved up here in july. we're both hoping to leave montana in a few years because i would eventually like to go back to school but first i need to discover what fuels the fire inside instead of just going to school to meet everyone else's expectations. i am taking depression medication to calm all those thoughts ive had for the last few months. my mother forced me to see a doctor and he rated me an 8 on a scale of 1-10. i sat in the chair, he said hello, and i started bawling. it was awful. the entire family is seeing a counselor as well. things really have improved since bozeman. other than that, not much else has changed, but everything that has, in retrospect to the previous 6months of my life, has been much better. hopefully things just keep going on the up and up.

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