You're better off alone

  • Well today took an interesting turn of crap. First of all I will say this story Last weekend Lindsey wanted me to come over on Saturday so I did. Her whole family was leaving the house. When her brother left early to go to his soccer game, their dad was going to watch. During this time Lindsey is perpetually getting phone calls. Some or all of the calls were directed from Mark, he wanted to hang out. When asking Lindsey if she had wanted to hang out with him she said no. So when she goes off into another room and "talks to her dad," he had supposedly said that she wasn't aloud to have anyone over without anyone (in the family) present in the house. So asks if my dad is home. I say yes and invite her over. After "re-discussing" with her dad she cannot go anywhere either. Rrrright. So as I'm leaving I see these guys pull up to her house. Suspisiously I call back later an no one is there. Hummmm She said that the story with her dad was true and she did not ditch me, the guys in the car were firends of her brother to get some soccer stuff, and that she wen to his game. So my suspicions still grew... kind of an awkward situation. ANYWAY in school today a friend told me that she had done things with a guy named Mark last weekend, being the weekend she had ditched me. Who knows if it was Friday or Saturday (ditching nght). Earlier she told me she had spent the night at Mark's house but it was no big deal. As my friends and I are analyzing her during lunch, we came to two basic conclusions... she always lies (even to best friends) and she is very two-faced. Sad was they way i probably would have felt, but I actually wasn't. I was mad and pissed, leaving me with a werid feeling all day. People that knew my situation (mostly girls) were sympathyzing, and that was cool.. haha. This whole entire day she had no idea that I knew so much more inforamtion about her, beyond the Mark situation, dealing with many more lies and a new state of mind. When our friend took us home she says "I didn't even know you came to school today." I was thinking "ISN'T THAT A CLUE!" after that she knew something was up and when she asked me what ws wrong I said' I'm sick... or something." Finally online I only told her that I thought she was two-faced and lies to everyone. I told her about a dissuction with unamed friends. I also said something about Mark. During her playing dumb I signed off in mid-conversation. Never got a call the whole night. This indefinetly marks the end of anything we had. I just think of this as another chapter in my life. Screwed Up Realtionships... everyone has them.. no biggie. But this whole situatuion left me feeling awkward and continuing to think about it. Babysitting those kids tonight was pretty fun, never thought about it once and made some money.
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