I hate when I can't stand up for myself and can't find the right things to say.
Today pretty much was not a good day.
My parents totally flipped on me.
Telling me how my friends are so much better then me.
Other things.
It didn't feel good at all.
So I left.
On my bike.
Went to the store and then this party at the lake.
Where I saw people I didnt' expect to be there.
Including the guy I probably should be liking, but don't.
It was awkward, cause I was mid-breakdown about my parents.
I left pretty fast.
Hung out at friends.
Then I had to come home.
To attempt homework way beyond me
To avoid conversation with the parents
I had nothing to do. They've banned my from anything that I find worthwhile.
So that I'll find things to do that THEY consider worthwhile.
Oh the joys.
Being an only child sucks. It really fucking sucks.
3 good things about the day:
I got to sleep in
It was cold
My friend burned me an amazing CD
Damnit, I feel like a failure right now.
Badly.
And that feeling really really sucks.
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