• I hate myself, sometimes i wish i could scream so high everyone could hear me... if i know that would heal me... why am i so afraid? What the fuck am i waiting? Why so i never say what's wrong? why do i always feel misunderstood? why do i always find a way to lie about me feeling sad or angry? i wish i was normal sometimes... i wish i could yell i wish i wouldn't mind about the others more than i care for myself... sometimes, no mather how much it hurts me... i never hurt somebody else... ever or i'll just feel worse... guilt...... i should be named guilt... i won't hurt... i'll torture me before it (i guess writing here has made me know myself a bit more... those reading, are digging my heart... enjoy i suppose)

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