• Today, Lilian had a math team meeting during lunch today, so it was just me and Noel. I felt a lot more comfortable around him because Lilian wasn't there gushing over him. I actually TALKED to him for once, besides the regular 'hi'. I told Jess about it, and I showed her the conversation that Lilian and I had on paper at the library. (The stupid security guard wouldn't let us talk.) I told Jess about how much the converstation went back to Noel and the way she kept saying how nice he was. Jess said that Lilian has a major crush on him, and I agree. I hate being left out, I always feel so awkward when I'm with them, and I want to ditch them, but there is no nice way to ditch someone! Jess said that's why it's called ditching. Jess told me to just tell Lilian straight up 'Hey, I'm sick of you gushing over Noel all the time.' And she thinks they would make a really odd couple. She used the example a beaver (because of Noel's teeth) and a tuna (I don't know how she got tuna.) Anyway, I told her it's too mean to tell Lilian the truth. And after I thought about, I realized we might get into a bitch fight because she might think I like him and she does, and then we start killing each other. And it would be OVER NOEL. I told Jess that we might get into a bitch fight, and she laughed. Then I said, 'I'm not telling Lilian anything.' I mean, what would people say? A bitch fight OVER NOEL? People already think that me and Noel would make a cute couple, and if me and Lilian got in a bitch fight, they would think I really do like him. I DON'T like him. He's a friend. And imagine how Noel would feel. He'd probably be really embaressed and avoid us. No way am I saying that to Lilian. Anyway, Mom's birthday is on Thursday. (Today is Tuesday, so 2 more days.) She's turning 40 and she says she's going through mid-life crisis. I don't know what I'm going to get her, but I think a sweet card and chocolate covered almonds/macadamia nuts/snickers bar will do. Jess says that love is always enough. Well, I have to go. It's getting kinda late, and I have homework. TTFN.

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