• Today and yesterday, my Mom didn't go to work (because she wanted vacation to start her lumpia business) so I was picked up right after school. For once, I got home early. I usually get home at about 5:00, and it doesn't give me a lot of computer time. But today I do! At breakfast this morning, Lilan said that I liked my cousins more than my friends. I hung out with my cousin Jess at her spot the last couple of mornings, and not with my friends between L and M building. The truth is, I don't like it there. I feel like I don't fit in. Samantha Uchida (aka Sam), James Hamura, Lauren Mueller, Anna Sumida and Jessica Olaes have their own group where the talk about Japanese anime/manga or MS. And there is also Songhwa (I don't know her last name), Jodi Shirashi and Angel (don't know her last name either) who hang out there too. They're friends with Anna and them, but they have their own group where they talk about guys. I'm not in either of the groups, I'm sort of a side person, and I don't like it. I hate being left out. So I go where I feel accepted, with my cousins. I told Lilan yes, I like my cousins better, jokingly. I told her she comes to school late at 8:20 (almost right before the bell rings at 8:30) and I wasn't going to wait there just to see her for 10 minutes. She said that Noel waited there, and I said, he's a loser and doesn't have any cousins. Of course Noel waits for her, he's too nice for his own good. And I think he might have a crush on Lil (Lilan's nickname that Noel uses). I mean, if someone likes you, there's a big chance that you'll like them back, unless they hate your guts. The only thing is, Travis (my cousin and Jess's brother) and Joshua (Travis's best friend) like to hang out with Jess too. And I'm starting to think that Travis, and possibly Josua, are bi-sexual because of all the times they've touched each other in inappropriate places. And after all the times Jess has asked Travis if he's bi, Travis never denied it. I'm starting to get worried, but I'll except him if he is. It doesn't really matter to me. He's still my cousin, even if he is wierd. Noel is really smart. He can solve any problem and has a really good memory. He passes tests without studying. He's quiet, but once you get to know him, he can talk, and that's when learn how weird he is. He doesn't care what other people think about him, and he's really nice, but he doesn't like to show it. Most guys are really musclar, but he's not. (Lauren once asked him if he was buff, and I laughed.) I'm not sure how strong he is, I've never been in his PE class, but he's a really fast runner, and his bag is so heavy it feels like he carries bricks around. He's also filipino. Lilan is Chinese, bi-lingual, (she speaks 2 dialects of Chinese: Catonese and something, and is learning to speak Japanese) and very blundt. She will tell you the truth, even if it's mean (she once told me my haircut was ugly), but she says it's not mean because it's the truth. She has really bad dandruff, and has really dry skin. Not to be mean, but she is. She'll never read this anyway. No one will. Well, I'm out of things to say, so I'll write tomorrow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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