before

  • As you try to find some source of light
    Try to name one thing you like
    You used to have such a longer list
    And light, you never had to look for it
    But now it's so easy to second guess everything you do
    Until all you want is to finish this half empty glass
    Before the ice melts away
    This feeling always used to pass
    But seems like it's every day
    Seems like it's every night now
    by bright eyes

    before i deleted my old journal. the one with more than 80 entries. all my entries used to be perfectly choreographed. they are okay now. justokay. stupidthough. i used to have perfect grammar. fuckfuckfuck that. i used to be a perfect shopkeeper who sold you sweet compositions. who dusted off all the mistakes. and kept the store clean. who shut the store down unexpectedly and erected a broken-down hut in its place. it even has a thatched roof. just like in all those fisherman stories. but no, there isn't any fish because. its just like in that nirvana song, fish have no feelings. wreck. it explains all. wrecked decoration. stop the party assholes. codered vs trueblue. pick a side. then maybe i'll know where to go. because i'm a fool. fools follow fools. ahaha. but if you're wise. maybe i'll ignore you.

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  • You used to have perfect grammar and used to be a perfect shopkeeper who sold sweet compositions, dusted off all the mistakes. and kept the store clean? You shut the store down unexpectedly and erected a broken-down hut with a thatched roof in its place?


    Absolutely nothing wrong with that...
    that is the essence of Civilization. More power to you.

    NomadMonadon April 11, 2015   Link

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