This is starting to get to me.
I don't know what im supposed to do.
Do I keep acting like I care (but not too much) and keep being the sort-of-but-not-as-we-used-to-be-awkward friend?
Or do I throw it all out there and care a bunch and try to hard and maybe get hurt or potentially look like the phsyco girl (which believe me i've looked like that enough)
Or do I try to give up forever & forget which will last me a good 10 hours.
I don't wanna ask him for fear of looking even dumber.
I'm a strong believer in everything happens for a reason and i learned so much from it all but if I could go back and change it, I would in a heartbeat.
At least then i could say I tried.
Oh my god now i'm crying.
I didn't try, I gave up.
I had it sitting on a platter in front of me.
But I wanted to have my cake and eat it too.
This is the worst feeling ever.
And the first time i've cried over a boy in a longg time.
Actually, probably one of the first.
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