• It feels like I don't have real friends. Lilian and Noel, my only friends (all the others ditched for more interesting people), talk about IM and MapleStory, stuff I don't do. And I suck at converstation: I was never good with words. The only reason I hang out with them is because there's no one else. In a group of odd numbered people, someone will be left out, and it's usually me. And I'm starting to get the feeling Lilan likes Noel. She's always off in her own world when I'm with her, and when she talks it's about Noel. 'He's nice, but he doesn't like to show it' 'he probably would save me if I was dying' 'he always does what I ask.' And she loves to poke and punch him playfully. She always needs his attention. I don't like Noel or anything, but it makes me feel even more left out. If they get together, I'll be a third wheel. I don't want to be a third wheel. I feel like such a loser. So to get more involved I signed up to be on the trivia committee for homecoming. No one's joined it, but I'm hoping it'll be fun, and that I'll meet new people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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