If I sleep now, I'll be nocturnal. I don't know if I can stay up anymore though.. That was only who I was last week.. I'm afraid of coffee; my nerves didn't handle it well.
Maybe I'll bike to a coffee shop when it's brighter out. I don't know for sure.
I'm starting to like The Smiths.. I love it when music grows on me.
You know that one school bully that always seemed heartless? What if what everyone says is true? That he really did have the lowest self-esteem. That he really did put others down to make himself better. How scary. When I really think about it, maybe that kid that picked on everyone was hurt when I tore him down. Even though he had it coming, was I any better? Was the religious kid right? That what I did wasn't going to change anything? I'd like to think I was good to help the girl who was the victim. Mainly because she'd bothered me before and I had every right to see her hurt.
I think I should stop thinking about it because that mess is actually starting to make sense. I don't want to be a bystander anymore.
You know what? Human nature is a bitch and I like asking questions.
If I can understand this when I re-read it later today, do I get a prize? Or am I just delusional?
Maybe irony will finally marry me without running off with the preacher. Or is that just out of line?
You'll remember me.
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Crash
- August 12, 2007
- RosesAtSunset
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