• Wet feet. Tonight i was sitting in my room listening to some un-signed bands.And now I'm sober again what i was thinking seems to make a lot of sense. you get these people who think of suicide and do so and other who just think about it but do nothing of it. But as I'm alone again i think to myself why cant I. what else is there to live for? I mean if anyone can answer that for me, then i will stop thinking i promise. But for now let me write what i need to say. Because i cant be alone anymore and these things that I'm feeling aren't supposed to be happening. am I feeling this just because i cant be alone, to make up for loosing my butterfly or what? I cant really like him that much can i. I just met him!I'm not meant to feel like this. and with the bottle of vodka under my bed that seems to bring my pain able so i can slit my wrists. But I'm just sitting here and then i fond my self going down the same road again only this time i think i can go all the way. planning ahead if i can get thou this Christmas alone, without doing what i think my heart wants me to do, then i will have a real reason to die. If i could just make it out the house without a tear in my eye i know i could do this and i know it would all be okay. Why am i feeling like this . i don't know but now I'm sober And I'm still feeling the same here comes the over used question. Is it suicide if it's your destiny? bleed-tar x

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