man, well i hope i can see swan at least once( most likely once, lol) but yeah i should get a chance this week befor i go on vacation
man i wish i could see her all the time, that would be so great, i still cant wait for a chance to sleep with her, or if we didnt sleep, lol, at least lay with her for a extended time with no distraction, that would be great, she really is so special to me, i really still find it crazy at times to know what i have with her
the future holds so much, i wonder what it holds for us and everyone i know, it is so crazy, some of my friends are leaving on there own difficult journey, others are finding themselves and growing up, and developing into themselves, while others search still to find themselves, or there own way to finally grow comfterble with themselves so they can actually be themselves for once, and so many journeys people are taking, in left in the middle of it all is me and swan, who are growing both in our own individual ways and together as well, i have watched swan really grow over this time we have been together, some may be new growth or just me seeing more of her true self. i try to help her in her journey of growth however i can, she is really becoming a woman, and there are still many steps for her to go in that journey or life and understanding it all and growing up, but she is progressing at a good pace
as for myself, well i dont know, hard to reflect on yourself, lol, but i am probably not doing so bad, lol, i just hope i make the right choices n the future, adn for some good wisdom, for wisdom is probably one the the most important things to have, next to love that is, which i am happy to say i already have
those damn mepots again, lol
- July 10, 2007
- oscar(testdrive)
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