• haha, i'm quoting you, Chloe. lol. so- to explain firsty, almost every time i like a guy, i end up hating him after i get over him. and i JUST figured out why, after like 3 yrs. of this pattern- like 2 seconds ago. like, i always have to convince myself of my feelings. which explains that awful little pattern i go thru- love/hate, love/hate. i have to convince myself that yes, i truly do like him, and then when i get over him, my anger at myself for convincing myself he was the one is directed at him b/c i dont want to admit i was wrong. does that suck or what? i hate myself sometimes. can't i hust admit to myself that, hell yeah, people make mistakes. so if i'm making mistakes, hey, i'm just human. meh. soooo... i miss CC, just a bit. i think i'm over him- and i dont hate him. thats progress, i guess. and now i *think* i like this kid who supposedly kinda likes *A*. but not as much as b4... so thats good i guess. well... the summer gives me plenty of time to sort myself out. peace, luv, and pineapples,

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