• Who am I? Look into the mirror, and all I see are two haunted eyes, staring right back at me. Who I am doesn't matter, has never mattered. I stand up for what I believe in, generally try to help people out. Don't drink, don't smoke; yet ironically I always seem drunk and have a smoker's cough. Heh. But I've seen what drugs and alcohol did to my step-dad, and don't want to end up like him.. What's on my mind? Her. She doesn't understand, that I don't care about her. She used to be a good person. Used to be. But when I found out about the drugs and alcohol, I started to care less. And less. And less. Then, the lies and deception, and I stopped caring. But I didn't stop caring. Deep inside, I felt very hurt when she told me about how she was drinking last night.. It terrifies me. After all this, after what she did to me, the stubborn me still cares. It's something that shouldn't happen. Gotta get some sleep, I've been losing weight and can't think clearly. oh well...

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