• Haven't used this journal for a while. I have been on the website, but only for the lyrics. That makes sense, seeing that that is the purpose of this site. Well... Tomorrow I'm getting my test results back, so then I'll know wether or not I've passed the exams. I really hope so, I never want to go back to high school and it would be great to end that period of my life once and for all. Not that I'm so keen on getting old, but it beats being an insecure teenager. I worked the last couple of days, I got a job in a small shop where they sell tea and coffeecups and stuff. All sorts of things that have to do with tea or coffee. Mostly old people come there, and families with small children. I have to make sure the articles are all properly displayed and stuff like that, and I do stuff in the storage. When I'm feeling up to it I can help customers at the cash register, but I don't want that (yet). I also have another job interview this friday, to be a receptionist at a office. It feels kind of like cheating, applying for a job even though you already have one. I'm feeling very guilty right now, frankly. It sucks. I'm not enjoying life much right now, to think that - after university - I'll just have to work the rest of my life, then quit and wait for death to come... It's just so... I don't know. I have always known that life was meaningless, it has just never been so obvious as now. But that'll pass one day. So ... yeah, it's just a few months, this job, and then we'll just see what happens. XxX winterwoods

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