soo... felt like crap today. for no reason.
scared.
anxious.
excited.
[depressed]
i have another one of my killer headaches... haven't had an awful one in a while. forgot how much this sucks...
update on the dance: havent asked him yet. i have exactly a week. i'm gonna do it no matter wat... running out of time and startin to feel the pressure...
and HE is going with Anna. frankly, i dont give a shit what he does. or, at this point, her either. the only request i made of her was, "just dont make me talk to him. dont make me be nice...." i know, im such a sweet little kid. but like i said, I DONT GIVE A FUCK.
...actually, i dont care about much of anything anymore... binge eating when i'm not hungry, not eating when i am hungry. i just dont feel like eating anymore.... force-feeding myself a lot. and food i love doesnt taste like anything..
clinical depression?
weelll...
i guess i owe a couple people a promise. so this goes to Anna, Tay, Kel, Sneha, Linds... but mostly Melinda, Emma, and Chloe- I promise you all, as long as i can hold out, I WILL NOT CUT.
i feel kinda better now..
well must go kiddies. love
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