• What a difference a job can make to ones' self-esteem. I feel much more positively about things in general now that I am working again F/T permanent. There is still a lot going on with my son, my divorce, and my general state of being, but I have a better outlook, and feel more like I can manage my life now. It's a good place to be right now. My process of unpacking continues, more slowly than I would like, but at least there's progress. I was able to spend some time on-line last night, which means my office area is more comfortable now. My daily/weekly routine is becoming more routine, and I'm getting my comfort zone again. I will miss the old place, and the routine I built up over there (14 years is a long time), but you know, things do change. Hopefully all these changes will be positive ones. I expect that this weekend will be a busy one, and there won't be much time for relaxing, but anything I can do to make my living space more live-able is good. I may have unrealistic expectations, but I truly want to get things in order in a short span of time: maybe a week or two. I am going to have a fairly comfortable space in my new place, in terms of having my music system, computer, TV/Video, etc. And, this new job will allow me to begin buying extras like new CDs and DVDs again. So, I won't be living on a shoestring. Huzzah. I may not yet be on top of the world, but I can see the summit from here.

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!