yeah. got my guitar back, now i have like 8 songs to learn for the summer practices with swan, should kick ass, lol, but yeah
adn i just got back a bunch of old stuff from my other compter to this one, like the pictures me and swan took together, she looks so good, i cant wait to see her on monday, i hate weekends now because i dont get to see her or talk to her. hope that will chang soon, but for now i wait till monday to see her, one interesting thing to think about, how rare it is to see an actual in love couple in school, like taht works and i real, because we didnt start saying i love you till we knew it was love, other couples just say it because they feel they should, and most only see one part of the person, or they think they are in love to soon, have sex and stuff, and find out they really dont like each other, jsut odd, because me and her it is way different, we from the start felt strong for each other, but didnt call it love till we found out it had to be, and we iver this time have gotten to really know each other, like we have seen many different sides of each other, we have talk on most subjects, we have hung out in school, out of school, we have gotten each other to laugh, we have been serious, we have been playful, we have confronted each other on subjects, we have evn opened up enough to cry together, so we have seen the radical emotions, we have broken up several times and have felt how it was to not be together, and we always seem to jsut come back together, we also had become best friends to each other, and i think that is very helpful, that we really dont need other people around we can keep each other alive, we have gotten to work together in school projects and music, and the list really goes on, i mean we have a lot to experence, like more living together, sleeping together, seeing each other often out side of school, and just talking a lot in person and jsut hanging out(we have but the more we do the better) and well although we have taken eachother to the more passion driven moments and turned on a lot, we stil have to fully make love, which sorta for us has more then just the sex in mind, but the leading up to and the after(really the feeling after) and just sorta the finally giving each other up to each other and sorta making the full connecting, but anyway, although we have not spent these 8 months haveing sex and going on dates as many couples probably would, we have gotten to know and trust each other, which makes all that better, and really, although i would have love to already had sex, lol, it was probably better that we have gotten to take the other steps first, and well i am writing a lot on this but to wrap it up, we are a couple that is a real couple, something you dont find very often in high school, but hey i am glad i have it
anyway, moving on
man there is a lot of good i have to look forward to this summer, i cant wait, music, vacations, hanging out and most importantly i get to see swan more, good times
May 21, 2007
- May 21, 2007
- oscar(testdrive)
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