I think everyone needs to get out of school. Personally, i need summer to come, because just about everyone is school is driving me insane. I hate how much drama has to be created everyday over nothing! People like to make huge deals out of nothing. Lately it just seems that people are waiting for something to talk about, which just shows how lame their lives are. It's sad the amount of friends everyone loses just because they want to be popular; or cooler or whatever. Always with girls, whenever times get rough, we turn against each other and fight about everything that might be happening. But guys always stick together? You would think girls would figure out that splitting up and bitching at each other does jack shit.
Everyone's lives are being taken over by the materialistic things in life. It seems like the more we all grow up, the more we act like friendship doesn't matter. We all use the term ' best friend ' so freely, just because you hang out with someone once, doesn't make then your BFFFL. It's horrible how shady everyone can be just to get a few extra people to like them.
You have to experience something horrible to find out who will be there for you when it's the hardest, and when it's all over. I think i realized that people change, and that doesn't make them any better, or any worse. As time goes on, you learn that your best friend, probably won't be there in a couple years. You learn that your family is going to go through hard times. And most importantly, you learn that life is going to push you around.. a lot. Life creates obstacles to see who will overcome them with you.
We all need to chill out, and forget about everything we think is 'so important' and just focus on what we're really living to do. No one ever smiles at the dumb jokes, or the simpler things in life. Everything is a contest or race, but what are we even competing for? It's pointless to live up to other people's standards other than your own. The only person that you can trust, depend on, and fall back on; is yourself. When you think everything is going extraordinarily bad, the one person that is going to give you strength; is yourself.
The most annoying thing is when people judge for no reason. It would make my life a lot easier if you don't come up to me and tell me your full blown out opinion of me. Contrary to your belief, i'm not going to care. No one said i have to live my life according to anyone else, and i'm not going to. Everyone needs to stop judging people if they know nothing about them. We all judge, but it's a horrible habit, and we should just stop. No one is born judgmental, racist, or hateful. It's all learned, which means it can be stopped.
Everyone should consider being who they really want to be. Granted, everyone makes bad choices, dumb mistakes, and screws people over. No one said we were perfect, but no one said we can't try to be better.
..everyone posted a blog now. i think i posed one cuz i wanted it to be known how i felt and i needed people to know some stuff. usually people say that they post blogs because they needed to write stuff down , well i already write so much, so it doesnt really count for me. i guess it was nice to hear from peple about my blog. like alexis t. i mean it was nice of her to say i was genuine . i like to hear the fact that im not a fake whore like all the people at my school. I read ritter's blog, and its kinda mean , but all so fucking true. i mean regardless of the part about me and jessica, which was rather shady, and i dnt even know why she put that in there. im so tried, i fell asleep at like 6 and woke up at like 10 . haha
luke.. so confusing . i need CD's . music is getting low.
night .. im so tired.
:x i have so much to say.. just not right here , and not on this entry.
spill canvas; dutch courage.
blog, 5.16
- May 18, 2007
- xxmusic.loveee.
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