• Turning Tragedy Love Is The Monster So, a lot has been majorly going on so far. I'm on this RPG and having like, the time of my life. It's awesome as hell. Katie just wants to crush all the bones in my body. That's the only bad thing about it. Lmao. She's insane. She keeps trying to kill me all through the school day. Anywho. I had a pretty fantastic school day, for the most part. Arielle and I got to talk in 1st hour. (AND OMG, SHE PLAYED UNDEROATH THIS MORNING ON THE ANNOUNCEMENTS!!!) Audry and I talked all 2nd hour. 3rd hour, computers, easy assignment. And Honer barely yelled at us in science. English was great for once. That kid didn't sit by me today, and Audry and I talked all hour again. And then shop rolls around. And it was basically the downfall of my day. I'll do a reply back to yesterday. That kid was seriously pissing me the fuck off. And I'm getting fucking tired of it. So I told Mr. Humble I didn't want him getting any credit for me and Lauren's chair. And yay. He said he wasn't giving credit to him to begin with. THANK THE LORD & THE LADY! Well, today... I was already in a pissy mood. Well, not really. Its just, I got into a pissy mood because I knew I was going to shop. ...And I knew it was gonna be a living hell. Sure enough, it was. The kid was bugging the fuck outta me as usual. And I was a complete bitch, if I do say so mehself. I was just all pissed at him and kept telling him to just leave me the fuck alone. I don't think he go the message quite clearly though. So it was a basic nightmare. Literally, I was this close to shoving him into the saw. No fucking joke. He goes through my purse. Puts nails in my purse. Puts nails in my hoodie. Fucks up our chair again. And I'm just sick of it. So I went to talk to Mr. Humble again at the end of class. "Mr. Humble, can I talk to you for a minute?" -turns around- "Sure." "I was wondering if it'd be possible to be transferred into another one of your hours..." "Yes, it'd be possible. Probably. Second hour is good." -CUE KATIE'S ENTRANCE- Me: "Alright, that might work out then." Katie: "Wait, did I miss something here? What are we talking about?" Me: "I might be getting moved into your hour." -HIGH-FIVES- Mr. Humble: "Well, lets go down to the counciling office and see what we can do. I can't make any promises, but we'll try to get you switched out." So, we went down the counciling office, Katie left, and I talked with my councilor about it. Blah blah blah. The principals an bitch, blah blah blah. He'll see what he can do about it. We'll see what happens then. :P Hopefully I'm not gonna be fucken harassed anymore. Its disgusting. And it kills me. Because you know, my life is just... really complicated sometimes. I'm not this person that gets harassed. Its gross. Three years ago, I would have never even thought about it. Mehh. Its funny how things change over time. Yet somewhat sad. With that, I leave you. My Heroine The drugs begin to peak A smile of joy arrives in me But sedation changes to panic and nausea And breath starts to shorten And heartbeats pass softer You won't try to save me You just want to break me, and leave me desperate Till The End;; Helena

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