• i feel so bad for my friend =[ she thinks she's in love w/ this guy. she says hes perfect for her. dont get me wrong, i think he'd be great, for her anyway. maybs not my cup of tea, but its her choice. if she likes him, i'll support her. but anyway. i'm kinda worried for her cuz she's been sorta kicked around by guys b4 and i don't want that to happen again. she's a really stong person on the outside, but she's still really fragile inside after this one guy ttly tore her apart. so its like, i'm really happy for her and want her to go for it. but at the same time i'm ttly reluctant to encourage her- for her own sake. i don't think any of my friends could bear to watch her fall apart over a guy again. last time was bad enuff. and of course, me being the self-centered, whiny, bratty little bitch that i am, this all brings me back to my own past record of failed crushes and my own current guy. i'm going thru the same feelings about doing something about my crush as i am about hers. at least with hers, the guy is on the same social level as us. w/ mine its a huge jump from our place on the social scale to his. so its not like i'm actually gonna ask him out or anything. 'all my talk of taking action/ these words were never true'- how appropriate. ha. ha. ha. but anyhoo... erm. not much else to say except the usual- i luvs u all, whoever u are, and thx for being there for me and putting up w/ my bitching :P

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