• and im stepping into the sun. and ive learned to let go, sort of. more on that l8r. to fill u all in: the concert ROCKED!! AC actually wasnt bad. and he actually shut up for a while. i was so proud of him. lol. the group that played Taco Bell's Canon- sry, Pacobels Canon, just cant stop myself- was SOO FUCKIN GOOD!! it was so pretty! but long. lol the dance was awesome. not so great music, but they played Dance Dance and Thnks Fr Th Mmrs and WTTBP and... erm... SEXY BACK!! haha! i hate that song so much! CC (sooo hott!!) was imitating Justin Timberlake- funniest thing ive evr seen!!! OMG!! ttly trumps a GUY being Hannah Montana for Halloween. lol. i had so much fun. and it was there that i learned to let go- for a little while anyway :) i was all depressed and crap b/c CC was teachin these grls how 2 dance and i wasnt one of them. i felt such horrible jealousy. it felt so... wrong to be jealous of them, cuz its not like he was w/ 1 grl or like slow dancin w/ them, but still. i was. and my friend was really down cuz her crush wasnt there ='( and my other friend was spazzin out b/c she wasnt sure about the kid she said she'd go 2 the dance w/...and my otha friend was ttly rockin out w/ the eyeliner. wat were u on, chlo??? that was awesome!! luv ya 21 death, chlo and tay- hope ur all feelin better. nehoo, i was bein a party pooper and i was like, wth, may as well have fun anyway. the first time i remember having willingly let go of my problems and putting other people first. unfortunately not something i do often. gotta change that... *yells at self for being a self-centered bratty bitch a lot of the time* but it was a lot of fun. but now i have a dilemma- do i tell CC that i ttly love him and have 4 like the longest time or do i just watch him walk away? i dont quite no wat the best thing would be. i'm already on pretty good terms with this kid and dont want to lose that. but i cant just stand by and watch. i just dont kno!!! we have one more dance this year. do i ask him to it? next week is the carnival. do i ask him to hang out there if my parents will let me go? or do i just wait for next year and see wat happens? ha, at least this time its an action i'm putting under scrutiny, not myself or someone else. well, watevs. that's the least of my worries right now. the main one is how too keep the good mood i'm in (and how to hide it if i'm not). the YA board meeting was so funny. Greg (hi skooler, chlo + tay, not lowe. haha, that name is so ironic... lowe... he's 6'3"... lol.) is really hot too. but he's a junior so he's way out of my league :( o well. its a beautiful day out... i think i'll go enjoy the real sunshine as well as the metaphorical stuff this is the happiest entry i've had. and probably the shortest one too. lol. hope the trend stays luvs u all. thx for puttin up w/ me

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