• well this sux. i just had like another novel-length entry written and then my computer spazzed and erased the whole frickin thing. anyway. it wasn't really a great one, just more bitching about how sucky my life is, but im still pissed that i have to rewrite the whole thing. ya. so anway. i'm *ahem* doing homework, not writing an entry, got it? i never did this. haha, i love goofing off when i'm supposed to be working. How random was that? But that's me for ya. haha. i crack myself up. anyway, gonna list good things in life b4 i bitch about the bad: 1. we have a dance on friday! i can't wait! 2. the math project is now due on Monday. so happy. apparently our teacher did this because we're "putting a lot of effort into it" and she doesn't want to rush us. Ha. Ha. Ha. in other words, i get a few more days to procrastinate and not do it. whee! i love this. 3. i had 2 "parties" at school today! fun. cookies and cupcakes and soda in German, and pizza and soda at yearbook. editors only, mwahahaha! i'm photography editor. yay! it's fun. the food was good. it's food; since when is that anything /but/ good?? 4. we're acting out scenes from A Midsumer Night's Dream and I know all my lines! (more or less) haha, Tay, u kick some ass as Demetrius. I'm Hermia, which is kinda the opposite of the so-called *normal* me. haha, like i'm ever normal. lol, that's a good one. anyway, my friend, who is naturally like Hermia, is playing Helena and has to act like a wimp. total reversal of real-life roles, right there. lol. 5. the kid i like knows i exist. YAAY!! lol. he's so hott... ;P 6. ummm... i was on such a sugar high today. like even b4 all the cookies and crap. and the orange soda bubbles that went up my nose. lol. not even kidding. they really did! it was sooo funny. and i had no one to share the hilarity with :'( i'm not sure if it was a real sugar high or not, maybs it was just sumthin to hide my depressed-ness. (does that even work as a word? watevs.) 7. I ripped the CD my friend (mieolhc) gave me. i swear i'm like addicted to it. listen to it every day. freakish. erm... haha. thats really all i can think of now. so im gonna start bitchin cuz i have nuthin better 2 do: 1. we have MCAS on my B-day (frickin standardized tests, for u peeps who don't live in MA) 2. we get progress reports on my b-day. not that I have anything to worry about, but still. 3. the kid i like *probably* has a gf. which means yes he does. 4. we have MCAS on my b-day. 5. my earbuds died. 6. my mom is still being a bitch. i really have no reason to be mad at her, but I am like all the time. dunno y. just am. she's just really getting on my nerves. 7. i feel like i'm losing one of my best friends. she's hanging out w/ like everyone but me more and more. Tay, i want- need?- u to no i'm not blaming u for this in ANY WAY. its just her. and i dunno what i did to fall out of her favor. she's what holds my 'possey' together. so if i lose her ttly, i'll have no place in my clique. and i am so sick of her begging for money every day to buy a second dessert when she has like all this crap still on her tray. im just like, eat whatcha got, fuck u. but i don't say anything at all. she's just pulling away from me. or am i just pulling into myself? i really don't know. or care. all that matters is the end results. and i'm afraid to think of what they could be. 8. did i mention we have MCAS on my birthday? 9. my mom won't get me FOB tickets. :'( i'm so jealous of ES. she's going w/o parents. I WANNA GO SO FRICKIN BAD!!! waah!! anyway.... 10. we have a concert on Thurs. i dont wanna go. my stand partner, AC, doens't know what he's doing. and neither do I. its gonna suck. and i hate the black and white concert dress. its so boring. and i can't play the pieces we're doing very well, even tho they're not that hard. 11. I'm like the only kid in the orchestra thats not going to Great East and SixFlags. this sux. the band, chorus, and orchestra are all going, and I'm not. i think i'll stay at home that day and cry. um. um. ya. i have nothing left to say. poot. haha, thats a funny word. anyway. i need someone to talk to other than myself. email me. KittyKat_13@verizon.net. as long as ur not a creepy stalker. lol. luv u all to death even tho i've never talked to u. ur there for me whether you want to or not, so thx.

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