• Intoxicated Romance Your Love Is Like Poison So, today basically SUCKED ASS. It was 2934792374 times worse than I thought it was going to be. First off, I had a stomach ache for the whole fucking day. First hour wasn't that bad, no homework. Belles' class is basically torture anyways, so it wasn't surprising that it sucked today. Computers was okay... I really didn't do anything... didn't feel like it. I feel bad for my partner; were supposed to be working on our presentations and I just sorta sat there all hour. Oh well... she'll just have to get over it. And then it was lunch. And lunch should be my sanctuary, no? I saw Lauren already sitting at the table. I was all happy, "OMG LAUREN, YOUR HERE!" Good. I need her to keep me company in shop class... Right? Wrong. Wednesday night Katie, Taylor, Alicia, and I were all on msn. Katie was talking about how she was gonna invite that kid to our lunch table friday. I didn't believe her for a second. XD But I guess I should have... Ugh. It was horrible. She got Brooke all involved in it and she thinks I like him. Which I DON'T. So, she went to go ask him and I'm sitting there freaking out. Just talking inside my head. "...This isn't happening. not to me this isn't real..." But it was. And it sucked ass. Badly. He didn't come sit at our table, thank god. That would have totally ruined my lunch (not like it wasn't ruined anyways). But yeah. So, then, 5th hour rolls around, and he's already in the classroom. As soon as I sit down he bombards me with questions. -stands up and walks over to my desk- "Uhm, whats up with lunch?" -doesn't look up and says with sharp edge in voice- "My friends are gay." "So, was Brooke just fucking around?" -still doesn't look up; uses sharper tone- "YES." And then he sat back down, and pretended like nothing happened. I tried to basically ignore him for the rest of the hour, figured out that it wasn't going very well, and also pretended like nothing even happened. And then came 6th hour. How fucken joyfull. Current Music -->>Victim;; Eighteen Visions Were all sitting inside the room, and he just goes "Did you get my message on myspace?" -acts a bit confused- "No..." "Oh, I sent it like, two days ago... it says 'read'" -quickly thinks of a good excuse- "Well, Katie knows my password and shit... so I dunno." -acts embarrassed- "Oh, shit. Uhm... oh... yeah... that would make sense with the lunch thing and all" -merely nods head once then changes subject- After that, he acted as if nothing happened... Mehhhh. Whatever. I dunno how this is all going to stop. Maybe I can avoid it 'till the end of the year. Only 30-something days, afterall. Hahaha. Yeah, I doubt that'll fly. I need to do something about this though. I can't keep running away from my problems. I need to confront this. And its going to happen. One way or another. Boats And Birds If you be my star I'll be your sky you can hide underneath me and come out at night when I turn jet black and you show off your light I live to let you shine I live to let you shine but you can skyrocket away from me and never come back if you find another galaxy far from here with more room to fly just leave me your stardust to remember you by Till The End;; Helena

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