• Deafening Silence Watch Me Fade Without A Sound So, this week has been an interesting one. This weekend I went shopping with Katie for memory dresses. I found one I like... and it's black of course. I honestly don't even know why I'm going. My friend Audry made a good point on that today. Theres gonna be a bunch of people I don't like there. Playing a bunch of music I don't like. Which is going to get me in a pissy mood. Three cheers for life. x_X I've been awaiting to scream this on here: I FOUND THE PENCEY PREP CD! Yeah. Its extremely exciting. Considering I've been looking for it for over a year and a half. They had it for $11.99 at the T-shirt place. I was nearly crying. The guy was looking at me like I was on crack or something. Hahaha. I LOVE IT. The cd is so amazing. My favorite song is between Lloyd Dobbler and 19. Ewwwuh... MY FOOT IS ASLEEP. I hate feet. There ugly. And gross. And EWUH. xD Hahahaha. We had a tornado drill today, while I was in shop class. We had to go under the little station things. So, there were a couple of kids fooling around, and Mr. Humble goes: "IF YOU DON'T STOP I'M GONG TO COME DOWN THERE TOO!" Hahaha, he sounded like a freaking rapist. Me and my friend looked at each other and started laughing. I was like 'Did he just say what I think he did?' Woot, I don't have to go to school tomorrow! I get to go work at Kohl's with my Nonna. Hah. I have my own nametag and everything. (: Katie and I are so excited for friday. BOMBING THE ISLAND! Hahaha. She sends me this picture of a bomb, an island, and the Flogging Molly logo. Current Music -->> Florida Plates;; Pencey Prep Alicia made us a banner for the site. I LOVE IT. It's really awesome. I wish I had photoshop. There are so many things that I want to create. I see all these people make these KICK ASS graphics. I wish I could too. )= Mehh... I think that's about it for now. There's really not a whole lot more to share. 'Sides the fact that I have piano in an hour and didn't practice The Entertainer all week like I was supposed to. Hey man, gotta give me a break. Not my goddamn fault all my gayer-than-spinx teachers give me a shit load of homework. *raspberry*. You know, I ALWAYS have a headache when I come home from school. And it lasts for like, four or five hours and it sucks. I don't know why I get them either. All the stress, probably. =/ Well, I'm off to go eat a bowl of Cheerios™ YAY FOR ME! No, wait, stop. MAJOR NEWS. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG That stupid ass kid messaged meeee. *cries*. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!?!?!? AAAGGGHH. No, kid, I don't wanna give you a chance. I don't want to go out with you. I find it funny in a way. Because he's begging me. HAHAHA. What a lame ass. Cause yeah, me and my 'black hole of a heart' don't feel sympathy for others, remember? So why would that change now? The only bad part is that tomorrow is going to be superly awkward. No, wait, scratch that... I'm not going to be there tomorrow. But friday will DEFINATELY not be one of the best. I can only hope Lauren's gonna show up. That little bitch. Fucking doesn't come to school and leaves me all alone with that kid. -shudders- I feel all violated. Blechhh. Ugghh. One phrase: WHY ME? I know it sounds like I'm whining and I need to stop being a pansy (which I am definately NOT!) blah blah blah. But come on. Give me a break here. My grades are horrid, I have this stalker kid after me, my mother's some kind of like, man-whore, WHATS A GAL TO DO? This really doesn't make me feel any better about MY LIFE. Not that I have self-esteem issues. I think I'm just going to stop talking in circles for now. I don't know how to handle this problem. Meh. WOE IS ME. And with that, I leave you. MAY YOUR LIVES BE FAR LESS COMPLICATED THAN MINE. (: Don't Want It All To hope is admittance Feed before beginning Double-sided cynics Reflected images Don't be so selfish Leaving me this Follow it far To find where you are You haven't grown Go on alone Till The End;; Helena

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