• It's not that i'm depressed. Why am i always sad? Is it becuase i miss the people and the life i had? Why does everything have to be so unfair all the time? Makes me break down how every aspect of my life is messed up. Nothing can be okay . Nothing can be good , or great. Makes me seem like I have this messed up family and life. Truth is, I don't. I am just so frustrated. & so ready for things to change. I want to drive, so i can get away from here . It's like when shit is bad, I'm stuck in my house... The place where I don't want to be. I need to just go away . No where with my family, I want summer to come. I need summer to come. So i can wake up , tan , or run , and then smoke cigarettes, Blaze. Drink. Make the pain go away. I just need someone to help me. I think that's what i'm missing. A Boy. Someone new. Someone's always upset. :[ i miss the mall. i admit it ok? I miss last year. I miss Mikey. I miss easy A's. I miss Carly. I miss sleepovers. I miss summer. I miss innocent smiles. I miss being carefree.

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