• Its twelve o’clock at night. I am slowly falling asleep. Flashes of memories are reappearing in my head. They scatter and hit all sides of my mind until one of them settles. Then I am taken back to a memory that I once tried to forget. And there’s no stopping now. nothing can distract me now from what I am going to remember. I have put myself in a place where it is dark. Where no one is around. Its just me lying by myself in my bed. I look at the blinds and see where the street light meets the corners of my window. I close my eyes and I am caught in a huge glow and I see myself. I am sitting on a foot stool in my kitchen. I am talking on the phone and I have a smile on my face the whole time I’m talking to this person. The person tells me that he has to leave, he has to go to work. But he doesn’t want to go, he rather stay on the phone with me. But I tell him he must go, I wouldn’t want him to be late for work. So he says bye and promises to talk to me later that night. I feel this sensational feeling fill up inside of me as I hang up the phone. Then all of a sudden my eyes open. I crawl into a ball and immediately cover my face with my hands as I realize that that’s not how it is anymore. That’s not how it’s been for…..a very long time.

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