I lay upon the clutter;
the tangled-up sheets,
contemplating on my dreams-
or at least what I want them to be.
I lack incentive, motivation, care;
my creativity cowering beneath their stares.
Logic is the illusion and I function on fact;
dysfunction the epitome of my past.
A solid layout paves the road to my future-
and a tributary my only escape;
only a cowards run away.
So I wear a mask to hide the truth,
and step in time in their shoes;
they're a bit too big but I wear them well.
You're played like fools and I'm unwell.
The longer I pretend the harder it becomes,
and death doesn't seem as scary as it was once before,
So I'm not unstable -- just a bit too aware,
and scared that maybe everything will end in this Hell.
March 26, 2007
- March 26, 2007
- ahlihsah
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