such large groups . . . depressing. never talk, never do. thinking what to do. i hate trying to please. i try too much. and thinking other people hate me. i feel like no one understands me. typical teenager cliche. no one does, though. i feel sad. i kind of want to cry. i dont know what to do or feel just now. i kind of just want someone to hug and sleep next to. hmm stupid relationships. i want one just because i feel insecure with myself and i want someone to know me because it's like no one does and i dont feel safe with anyone. i dont want to be laughed at or hated behind my back. i want to get rid of this feeling so badly.