hmmm...its amazing how the alcohol is having such and effect on my stomache...bleh
so...got back with Oz...again...lol
On Saturday we went to the park....there was this...energy....unlike that Thurs.( which was grand aswell...but this was different...)...its was beyond physical...WAY beyond....its like....we werent even people anymore...just souls...melting beautifully into one being....
IDK...kissing him puts me at peace....like...it takes me away from all of the bullshit...and laying with him after was probably the most content moment in my life...so tranquil.
Hmmm....this is going to be embarresssing to say cuz i know Oz is probably reading...but...eh...whatever...
I want him to touch me where he hasnt before....i want to feel his hands on me....because i trust him...and i want to share that closeness...IDK...im too embarressed to say more on this subject.
...moving on.
....someone asked me to cheat on Oz. yesterday :(...i said "fuck you" ...but this feeling of sadness is still there...not sure why...i would NEVER cheat on OZ...NEVER...but the thought that its all possible hurts...i cant believe that asshole. i wanted to fucking kill him....as of course...im generally emapathetic towards others...but this?...Oh hell no...if that guy talks to me again...ill fuckin do...something.
i want to kiss my baby...just a quick kiss on the lips...like that day in the park when we were laying in the grass...i loved that sooooo much.
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