Im perfefctly aware of my flaws and im working on them...but shit like this cant be rushed...
He talked to Sarina...she told me he wants to help me trust people more
I asked her how he planned to do so
She said he planned to somewhat blow me off....like...abandon me and then be like...See? im back...what have you learned?
i was so angry i wanted to cry
Everything i trust turns to shit
I decided to talk to him...actually mroe like yell
I did
He looked unsure...almost hurt...he had a look in his eyes ive never seen before
that he actually cared for that moment
then he looked away...
We talked..and walked...i think we have it pretty much sorted through
He says he wants to help me trust
I said if he wants me to trust then trust in return...
He said he does
Not sure if i believe him...but only time will tell
Not sure what im feelin' ....bitterly confused
I know it all came from the right place in his heart...and hes just confused and wont admit it
I understand...i do it too.
fuckin Derrick
- March 14, 2007
- GypsyRose
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