• i just wrote a hella long entry and it didnt enter it!!!!! i hate that... oh well guess ill try it again. i erased some of my previous entries because they arent me anymore...ive changed and grown so much as a person and i still am got a new book yesterday on existentialism...Kierkegaard...its awsome..im already on page 33!!! although many aspects in my life are...pretty bad right now..i as a person am doing pretty dandy (haha dandy)....i feel confident in the fact that im doing what i need to do and for the first time...im doing it right...goiing somewhere other then in circles :) I know i have my whole life to fill with philosophical theories and ill probably ripp myself apart like 30 times...but i can wait...this journey(although sometimes very painful) is everything i could ever ask for...and im glad i have the balls(well...not real balls...come on now 0_o) to do it. and witht hat being said...if Derrick doesnt feel im on his level...thats okay because i have a level of my own and im comfotable in it...and im not going to try to speed up what im doing for "his level" ( not even sure what that is) im content....on shakey ground...but content And as always i wish for..... Freedom of the mind & Truth in the world (ill explain another time...i want to read my book!)

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