• Ugh. Just when I think I ready to get better, he does this to me. The Fall Out Boy concert I'm going to, he's going to be there. See, that wouldn't be so bad, since we first met at a Fall Out Boy concert. But, here's the kicker. You ready? He's bringing her with him. And, to make this even better, he wants me to still talk to him and act as if nothings wrong. Ha. As if I'm capable of that. Honestly. What the hell is he doing to me? And he knows he has a bit of power over me. I'm sure of it. I hate what he's doing to me. As you've probably guessed, I have control issues. So, for someone to have a bit over me, then abuse it like he does is just amazing to me. He knows I have problems. Why is he being cruel? Does he notice? Does he know what he's doing to me? The thing that worries me the most is that if I see her, I'm going to need to be prettier. Thinner, for sure. And if I'm not, I'll just get worse. And worse. I don't want to die like that. Ugh. That's it. Just... ugh. xox.me

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