so i talked to Derrick about how i feel about him blowing me off all of a sudden...and of course...he pulled another excuse out of his ass
i used to admire him....he was this awsome...philosophical...educated guy...and now he seems to have a mask for every situation...
but i guess theres nothing i can do because he wasnt listening to me....
a big part of me is very upset...but life is beautiful and the sun is shinning...and im not going go let the twisted side kill that
i want to shake Derrick and yell "do you think im that stoopid? why wont you be real with me? iwas real with you..." but that wont do anything...it just goes to show that nothing is what it seems and maybe you shouldnt put your trust and faith into some people...
i wish he could read this because i couldnt quite get my words out at break...but then again..what good would it do...
BUT...aside from that...i feel the wind with all its beauty flow thru my spirit...giving me peace...the world is truely beautiful....and ive been ignoring it for so long...
im going to go outside and look at it
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