• well it has been a couple days since me and swan broke up, extented break, whatever you want to call it, and well right now i feel ok, yesterday i was super down about it, and well even though i do really miss being with her already, it is standable, idk how long this time period will be, but i dont think i have any controle over that, but i can survive it ok, i dont believe either of us will drift because we talk all the same amount, and we still have the music deal, adn well neither of us will probably not get into any other relationships or anything like that, so as that all sinks in i feel better, and well not being with her does motiveate me to keep buisy because that takes my mind off it all, i know the next few weeks will be full of events, so thats cool, and who knows, it could be shorter then i think, mabe not, but i can always keep my hopes up, i still have her letters and gifts, i may neer part with them but just lock them up intill later, adn she is unfortunately still grounded, so i would not get to see her that much anyway, hope she gets off soon though, we have music to attend to, and nomatter how cool and fun it is hanging out with all my friends over the weekends, i still like playing music and even just hanging out with her more then that, but unfortuatly she is still grounded, so i will wait, as i seem to have to do often, wait, but that isnt too bad, i get to better myself in all ways durring this time, and well thats cool i guess, so at least right now i am ok, adn well the prize for waiting will be huge, and i agree with her, i have no problem being with her forever, i am sure over this time i will have more down periods, but at least now i am ok, and well right now i guess i dont have much more to say, i will just going back to watching her and even though it does bring some longing, it also brings me good to know that she is growing and feeling better, and that i can trust her and her feelings and those few times i catch her eyes will bring me into her like i always have enjoyed to do, adn well right now i go back to waiting for her to be ready again

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!