• Thanks, WishingForYou. It means a lot to me that you understand what I mean. It still ticks me off the way everyone just writes me off, when I've proven myself trustworthy again and again, but I can't do anything about that. FYI, I just find your blog and bookmark it on my browser. I didn't know you could put blogs in your favorites, although I'm still not sure you can. I couldn't find a button for that, anyway. So I e-mailed Leah yesterday, apologizing for everything that happened, both on Sunday and all the time before. I don't think I've personally done that much to mess stuff up between us, but I apologized for jumping to conclusions and judging her, and basically begged her to wipe the slate clean. All the finger-pointing and blame-shifting in the world isn't going to fix this, so I took the first apology. But I haven't heard from her, and I've since heard that she felt attacked on Sunday night. I can't blame her - that was a pretty intense night, and she and Karleigh were on the receiving end of a lot of this. I hate this waiting, though. I know it'd take me longer than this to forgive myself if I were in her situation, but I hate thinking that I've hurt her so badly that she won't talk to me. I dislike where we are in youth group intensely, but I couldn't stand the thought of Leah leaving because we attacked her that way. It was all verbal, and there wasn't any name-calling, but there were some pretty serious accusations thrown around. According to our standards, anyway. I feel awful. I'm tempted to call her, but I don't think that'd be a good idea. I'll just IM her and apologize again if I see her on.

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